Yesterday I totally forgot it was a 500 day and I messed up and then because I was so mad I messed up I continued to fuck my self over. ANyway I am so mad at myself right now ugh and I almost didn't even want to update because I was ashamed but I know that wouldn't help me and it would make me go off track even more. So today is a 700 day but I haven't eaten yet today and there doesn't seem to be anything I want so maybe I will save all of them for dinner or not eat at all unlikely but who knows
in - 350/700
Edit - I am so fucking proud of myself right now. My mom didn't feel like cooking dinner so she decided to get macdonalds for everyone and I wanted soo bad I was about to give in but when she asked me what I wanted in the drive through I said nothing really quick and just stuck with my decision. I had some pasta with shrimp and spinach left over and feel great about it. Thats all I'm eating and plan to ride my bike a little since it's raining.
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