| I'm backing to counting my calories, it's seems to be the only thing that helps because then I can't make excuses about how much I have eaten not being alot. My limit for now is going to 1200 until I get used to it and then I will probably change it to 1000. Summer is basically here and I am going to camp bisco in july I have to be skinny for that. Anyway its rainy and shitty outside so maybe I'll just ride my stationary bike today. Edit - Mom was lazy ad brought home mcdonalds for dinner but I still did ok today only over and little and I still am not done with my work out so that should make up for it. in - 1295/1200 out - 190 
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| TEQUILAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!! except not because tequila is my mortal enemy haha. But I do want to go out tonight because I didn't get to at all so far this weekend. Last night I did hang out with this guy austin and it was really fun and he slept over and we didnt fuck but guess what guys I gave and recieved my first hickey woooooo. I'm strangely excited and I didn't even know I black people could get hickeys haha. Anyway eating hasn't been the best but not terrible hope next week is a little better though. 
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| Glad it's finally here done with school pretty much just need to do this paper and have two test next week ugh I did so bad this year I really fucking hate college like honestly if I had a job I would say fuck this work full time and start working on my bar tending career. But life is never how you want it so I have to keep going to this bullshit school even though I hate it. Anyway yesterday also went good a little more than I wanted but nothing horrible I'm hoping the same for today. 
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| 1 day down 49 to go. Not much to talk about I did well yesterday and then got drunk on some wine lol so classy right. Anyway might being going to a hotel party thing with karissa tonight we'll see. Thank you ladies for still being here so me it helps alot. 
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| I know I keep coming back and leaving and I'm sorry for that but I'm back know and I need the support because today is may 1st. The last month before it is really summer and god I am so not bikini ready. I have a goal in mind I am hoping by june 21st the 1st day of summer that I will be 140. ast time I weighed myself I was 156 so I have 50 days to lose 16 pounds if I can't do that then there is a problem with me man. I have my period right now so I think I am going to weigh in on sunday it should be over. Anyway finals are coming up shit sucks pretty much. 
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